Finally, bags are empty. Drawers are full. And I mostly know where things are.
My car is being titled as a Californian, and I'm following suit with a voter's registration and license to match.
I haven't given this level of commitment to any place since I left home after high school. In Massachusetts and Miami (and obviously Mexico City and Lima and all the other adventures in between), I held firmly to my Tennessee ties. California wouldn't let me do that. Literally, the state has strict residency laws that I couldn't get around. =) In some ways, though, it's refreshing to be all in. Of course my family would still welcome me back home in a heartbeat (and I'm incredibly grateful for that), but I have taken my stuff and my car and my job to another place, so for now, it's home.
When I crossed the deserts of the southwest last month, I thought a lot about God taking the people of Israel through the desert. I understood in a deeper way the profound meaning of springs and pools and blooms showing up in such a desolate place. The thing about deserts is that they FORCE you to keep moving. There's not even the slightest temptation to settle down and put up a white picket fence. That would be ridiculous! And so, as I see this time of wandering and formation as a time to let God lead and teach me in the way I should go, I think a little desert mentality can be a good thing. San Diego isn't exactly wilderness, but it's not Canaan either.
Bags unpacked, but within easy reach.
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